Ehhh

I feel like I've lost out on my motivation over the past couple of weeks. I've been more obsessed with what I can eat, and less with how that food is going to affect me. I need to recommit myself to the attempt to lose. Instead of regular losses, I've been up and down over the past couple of weeks. I don't think it's a plateau because I haven't been as rigid as I was when I first started. I need to force myself to get back into my obsessive place. I need to remind myself of goal instead of being ruled by food once again.
I need to remind myself of the quote that inspired me when I first started to lose, 'A year from now, you'll wish you'd started today'

June 3, 2010. Would I rather be the size I am now and have eaten a lot over the past year, or would I rather watch what I eat and count points religiously and be at my goal weight? I think number two for sure!